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Tuesday, May 08, 2007
8:16 AM

this is go gonna be a post from the heart, speaking honestly cos im going crazy.

okay, you know what.
stop pissing me off.

this is my blog
my FREEDOM of thoughts.

im sorry if it affects
simple solution my dear, dont read.
and i seriously will appreciate if you could stop commenting abt my post(keep them to yourself) to others cos i changed alot of url alrdy. thanks :D

really, stop controlling me and leave some space for me to be ME and space for me to breathe. reading my blog or not is your choice, lettting it affects or not, its your choice too.
please stop ... ... . please. its irritating enough
appreciate your understanding for now.

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Monday, May 07, 2007
5:15 AM

still i changed.
know its really troublesome, im sorry.

yongling moved.

http://sheepofchrist.livejournal.com



continue to look to Christ
tts all i can say
i hope its not cos of me

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3:43 AM

i was so tempted to change to livejournal today!
but ): i dont think i know how to use livejournal though.
school today was alrights and im craving for shark fin soup now ):

okay, me and my randomness.
something happened but i dont know what, and i want to know badly ):
but somehow i feeel that im not allowed. AAAHhhhh

i know amanda miss me. ((:

2years
Jesus stand by me
Jesus be the reason i live.


Be all this heart is living for.

and i love my classs! W15F rocks.

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Sunday, May 06, 2007
4:01 AM












something called rare.

i love the tu-tu ((:



she really capture all my attention.




hey, NUS professer (:






just a few pics, take me quite some time to upload. alot more, but didnt want to post all(: indeed, a beautiful place, a special trip. had quite an enjoyable time there, tho i dont really know those ppl that i went with, i thank God for them. i love the view from the mountain top. beautiful God, wonderful creation. had good time relaxing and free from hectic life. the whole trip was slow-paced, and i really can see how life is so simple for them... perhaps hard.



On a more serious note, you dont have to go on short mission trips to have an eye-opening experience. it doesnt take long for me to feel and realise how they really need to see, they really need to know that Jesus is the ans for everything. my heart sank at how they worship almost everything, every "gods". i really pray that one day, they will see the Light and know that they have always been loved. pray on

this could be the start of something new
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
I know it for real

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Thursday, May 03, 2007
5:00 PM




from then till now.
i like this picture! how sturbborn i can be all the times (:
how deep is my anchor? i still like my ex-cg name, under construction.
in the process of construction*

never let You go, take control Lord.

"Father, take me as You find me. Collect those tears and make something beautifully out of it to glorify Your name. You have been teaching me how to let go for so long and i see myself sturbbornly holding onto something which i know only God can restore it. Father, teach me to love You alone more, no matter what it takes, no matter whats the cost, i want to choose to walk on and proclaim aloud that You alone are my Father. Help me Lord, to get out of my self-centeredness and to fill my mind and thoughts with the things upon Your heart. Father, take those pain and use them for You glory. I lay them down before Your throne of grace. Father, bring me back to the cross and let me bow in adoration once again."


hiding place, constructing... *4may-6may and counting

I'll stand with arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the one who gave it all
I'll stand my soul Lord to you surrender
All I am is yours

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Tuesday, May 01, 2007
9:18 PM

Comparision leads us to no where and eventually leads to jealously and hatred.
hmmm.. bad thing to do, no wise.

but tts human nature, we compare things, we compare people. dont you just hate it when you are being compared to something else? bummer.

okay, i know im being damm random, anyways i din go school today. ):

SHOUT OUTS:

kor: speechless as i can be, im still encouraging, still walking with kor (: no more comparision cos its never ending. im just me, the way God created. and you are a kor tt God blessed me with. and perhaps others too.. never give up, love that God intends is not posesessive, mei remb tt.

garry: ((: look to Christ, our own energy can only last for awhile. you are doing fine in CG, :D this battle belongs to the Lord.

mp. enjoyed myself talking to you! and love being on ride, haha. thank god you braked in tim (: jiayou, know you are really so torn in btw, but hang in there and watch as He works. (:

hannah: picturess with you sooon ))): MISS.



AHHHHH, sillygirl running away..

to a place where tears flow freely, a place where ppl can love freely..

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7:22 AM

Today.
a day when i decided to let go. and i feel so much better knowing tt there is still ppl ard tt will care alot, so it means it doesnt make a difference if im there or not. i believe things will get better for you too. know it has been a long struggle and hard period, but hang in there k, to see the sun rise the next new morning. i believe you can, cos we have Jesus. so gonna be tough, but im struggling too, maybe even more.

i cant conclude that today is a happy or sad day. but definitely a day that i thank God for. those unspeakable pain, those silence understanding, those unsaid care, those painful looks, those pls talk to me smiles..

school tmr... and im so sick and tired. thinking of skipping lesson tmr. i neeed to rest, i neeed to go away. from those crowd of ppl and i dont want to be one of them who always want your attention. cos its never-ending, its too tiring. its so not me anymore. then i realised, changes happen all the times.

you are just a part of me i cant let go.

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Saturday, April 28, 2007
7:14 PM

Take me beyond this ordinary life.
With you I pray my heart will stay.
Take me beyond this ordinary life.
because You are all im living for.

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Friday, April 27, 2007
7:39 PM



spent the late afternoon at johnson's hostel. haha, its so funny. amazing how everyone likes to sing and how talented they are(((:


i think the night view from his house balcony is really nice! *snap* ((:



okay, school been fine this week. just that i got "C"s for my daily grade. irritating! and im sick the whole day ytd and still is sick now, this nose is really killing me. it gets me so frustrated can! and it really drains me lah. )): but still, im alive lah. quite sick and tired of having to do reflection journal everyday and killing alot of my brain cells during presentation and all. but well, the most fun part is still being with my classmates. they are a crazy bunch of idiots. haha, nah, im kidding ah. *run*


decided not to play floorball today, cos like i said, im sick lah. im so looking forward to flying off soon. i neeeeed a runaway break. haha, just for awhile and of cos genting is something i super super look forward to. i miss those fellowship with you ppl. ):


and i reallyreally seriously want to go on a mission trip this dec. pray hard ! that my mum will allow. and theres a better chance now since she knows sam and kor. ((: but tt still doesnt give me the green light to go ):


time has a habit of slipping away...




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