Tuesday, December 26, 2006
find tt weirdo! hee =P
mindy's SO pretty rights!? :D
not so bright right? cause mindy cover alittle of the camera flash! (:
25dec:
i went for a walk! hahas, quite a cool&weird one. i walked from my house to the long lane which lead to SLE(BKE) then yes, walked up to SLE then from there walked down to causeway. its pretty cool. i walked for abt one hour plus at the expressway. its quite a wow feeling. no i dont have sucidal thoughts ah. i just keep walking and my thoughts just get better and better. and thank God im just feeling better now. met sam for dinner at causeway(: we watched a movie! i really feel better meeting sam and just catching up! (: and i really praise God for sam! he spent christmas with me lah, if not i will be so so so bored. and he is always there, really (: God is good, cant be any better.
26dec:
okay, today is cool. (: i went out with mummy the whole day, its been long man. we did something really wow. like we went to the tavel agency @ sun plaza, and booked a trip to genting right away. hahaa, four days 3nights. im really looking forward to it and i guess she really needs a break tt's y i insisted for a holiday. wells, maybe i think i need it too. but its only gonna be me and her. and i think im started to feel kinda worried and scare. cause i mean what if we really have nothing to do there and i really hope it turn out well you know. pray k. PLS. (:
okay then after the thrill of booking the trip we went to daddy's office. and we stayed there for abt 2hours and left for SHOPPING@ this fashion! i finally bought my jeans and mummy got me a top! (: loves.
sometimes i feel that actually im a little afraid of spending time with mummy. i dont know why. maybe cause i know she's really hurting&grieving still, and i dont know how to deal with it. and maybe cause im still grieving&hurting too and its an issue that deep inside we both know we wont want to talk abt. i really feel very sad&sorry for her. really.. ): so going to genting with her ONLY next week will be a big challenge for me.. to be able to minister to her. so i really need to trust God for it. so dearest ppl, really must pray. i've never feel this way before, little bit scare, little afraid, little excited, little worry.. hmmm i dont know.
okay, anyway, i going east coast tmr! helping out joshua with the younger ones who have just been promted to youth ministry! hooray! pray for compassion and love ya! (: i really need a break too man! and i want to cycle really really badly! loves! and twinne will be there too! : D
alrights, should leave this blogger.com now. ha (: spend more time watching tv with mummy! love.
this life? its not about me. knowing that Jesus is the center of everything? like what cadbury says, wouldnt it be nice? : D
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
find tt weirdo! hee =P
mindy's SO pretty rights!? :D
not so bright right? cause mindy cover alittle of the camera flash! (:
25dec:
i went for a walk! hahas, quite a cool&weird one. i walked from my house to the long lane which lead to SLE(BKE) then yes, walked up to SLE then from there walked down to causeway. its pretty cool. i walked for abt one hour plus at the expressway. its quite a wow feeling. no i dont have sucidal thoughts ah. i just keep walking and my thoughts just get better and better. and thank God im just feeling better now. met sam for dinner at causeway(: we watched a movie! i really feel better meeting sam and just catching up! (: and i really praise God for sam! he spent christmas with me lah, if not i will be so so so bored. and he is always there, really (: God is good, cant be any better.
26dec:
okay, today is cool. (: i went out with mummy the whole day, its been long man. we did something really wow. like we went to the tavel agency @ sun plaza, and booked a trip to genting right away. hahaa, four days 3nights. im really looking forward to it and i guess she really needs a break tt's y i insisted for a holiday. wells, maybe i think i need it too. but its only gonna be me and her. and i think im started to feel kinda worried and scare. cause i mean what if we really have nothing to do there and i really hope it turn out well you know. pray k. PLS. (:
okay then after the thrill of booking the trip we went to daddy's office. and we stayed there for abt 2hours and left for SHOPPING@ this fashion! i finally bought my jeans and mummy got me a top! (: loves.
sometimes i feel that actually im a little afraid of spending time with mummy. i dont know why. maybe cause i know she's really hurting&grieving still, and i dont know how to deal with it. and maybe cause im still grieving&hurting too and its an issue that deep inside we both know we wont want to talk abt. i really feel very sad&sorry for her. really.. ): so going to genting with her ONLY next week will be a big challenge for me.. to be able to minister to her. so i really need to trust God for it. so dearest ppl, really must pray. i've never feel this way before, little bit scare, little afraid, little excited, little worry.. hmmm i dont know.
okay, anyway, i going east coast tmr! helping out joshua with the younger ones who have just been promted to youth ministry! hooray! pray for compassion and love ya! (: i really need a break too man! and i want to cycle really really badly! loves! and twinne will be there too! : D
alrights, should leave this blogger.com now. ha (: spend more time watching tv with mummy! love.
this life? its not about me. knowing that Jesus is the center of everything? like what cadbury says, wouldnt it be nice? : D
mindy's SO pretty rights!? :D 
