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Friday, December 22, 2006
8:19 AM

just came back from dinner with the really funny ppl. (:
thanks sam! SO MUCH. :D

i tried sending out an e-mail and it failed. two times. but i really hope he receive. ha. oh wells. i really really really hate myself for being so emotional lah. i mean in alot of things. not just the issue now but i've always been. and i guess alot of things like i said, i learnt it the hard way. and i know im learning something now too, the really hardest way for me. gives and take away. i know one day He will take away and perhaps i should start to prepare earlier but well, now im at least trying to, but the harder way... while the hurt may (really) slowly fades, the missing deepens, each and every single day.

sometimes i hate to think. and i dont like to have thoughts. cause for now i guess almost all the thoughts hurt. blah. whatever lah.

and my brother's friends are ard. whatever. BYE


watch me die? ha, amanda, i will drag you along with me up the pit. i promise. i know God will help! LOVE>