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Sunday, January 07, 2007
6:14 AM

ah, so irritating! i need a paper cutter! NOW ))))):


oh okay anyways, had watchnight ytd at lucille's house. it was good, i mean altho its not as WOW as all the previous one, but it was okay. all the bonding and laughing haha. and i reach home at 4plus today. (:

ya, read daryl's blog. amazed at how he can always blog SO long. which is good lah. and thanks for being encouraging tho. and you. hahaa. figure it out yourself.

im starting to feel alittle weird without school while most of you all are schooling. well, its a weird feeling. i mean im starting to miss sch ppl and i heard tt my ex-form teacher leaving for New Zealand. im quite sad, but i really pray tt things will turn out good for her and her family. without school, leave me with plently of free time and it always make me feel guilty not spending it wisely. thank God im going to work soon. i'll be praying.

sometimes i wonder what it really means and what it really takes to lead and serve. and talking abt being real, how would you know whether you are real enough to say tt im being myself, being real. ah, im getting confused by what im trying to put across also, aw, as always. wells. maybe to me, serving requires right motive and a willing and humble heart. maybe it applies to leading too. being humble is important ya. and i think tt the very important thing for me is tt, a leader should be able to care for their "sheeps". im thankful tt WEFC is a church tt i can grow in and the youth ministry are really great and our leaders are committed. as i look up at the older leaders in youth ministry for guidance, i can imagine tt the younger ones will one day also lookup to me too. i want to be a leader that when others look to me for guidance others will see Jesus in me. i want to serve God with of course the most important thing to me, willingness. to me, without willingness, i think we would have a good attitude towards doing God's work and serving His people.

bye to 2006. all the negatives and pain and hurts.
And as another new week of 2007 begins, its time to really live for Him. yes, its easier said than done. struggles along the way, and giving up is always an option but the decision lies with you. i pray tt i will see all of you at the finishing line, including myself.

remember God always see the heart. only the heart matters.


i know you cares, you always do.