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just came back from work not long ago. met mummy for dinner again, shop at sunplaza for awhile too.

was just wondering about relationships with ppl, not BGR kinda. indeed, people in my life, come and go. people always say treaure and cherish friends and ya da ya da. but i've come to realised tt no matter how hard i treasure and cherish, they still leave. what's the point? okay, stop getting emo here yongling. lalala~ but on a more serious note, im sure tt realisation is true. no examples to state here, but if you know me, you know who(s) i meant. and im sure, good things dont last. they never did.

okay, dont really know what to blog and to talk abt. i simply hate insecurities lah. go away NOW.

...

give me a life man, i miss those times.

okay yongling, time to move on. its a new year. somethings can never be the same after you made your choice. including me i guess.

was looking for another song lyrics when i chanced upon this one:
*blind- lifehouse
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless
As you turn around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep
That even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything
Would be like it was before
But nights like this
It seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever want to leave
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

nah and this is not the one i want im looking for too, but wells read on:

*everything changes

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
would it matter anyway?
would it change how you feel.

I am the mess you chose
the closet you can not close
The devil in you I suppose
'cause the wounds never heal

But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn to feel.

Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real

But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn to feel

When it's just me and you
Who knows what we could do
If we can just make it through
through this part of the day

But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn how to feel

Then we could
Stay here together
And we could
Conquer the world

If we could
Say that forever
It's more than just a word
If you just walked away

What could I really say?
It wouldn't matter anyway
It wouldn't change how you feel.

thru tears&joy, i'll walk with You;
JESUS, you are my Lord and my life;
JESUS
no one who met Him ever stay the same.



yongling*
groovy;eighteen
28may89
STARS ROCK my world.
LOVE red & black
LOVE jellybeans
marshmallows
candies
chocolate
honeycrabs!
beach;life-LOVE peace.
life-verse.
hebrews 12:2-3
WEFC
under;contruction*
noMUSIC. no LIFE.


I LOVE GOD
if you dont agree with me then back off here.
and
yongling loves her kor & her ministry.

IDentified*


*beryl
*joanne
*lucille
*sarah
*vera
*yongling

just came back from work not long ago. met mummy for dinner again, shop at sunplaza for awhile too.

was just wondering about relationships with ppl, not BGR kinda. indeed, people in my life, come and go. people always say treaure and cherish friends and ya da ya da. but i've come to realised tt no matter how hard i treasure and cherish, they still leave. what's the point? okay, stop getting emo here yongling. lalala~ but on a more serious note, im sure tt realisation is true. no examples to state here, but if you know me, you know who(s) i meant. and im sure, good things dont last. they never did.

okay, dont really know what to blog and to talk abt. i simply hate insecurities lah. go away NOW.

...

give me a life man, i miss those times.

okay yongling, time to move on. its a new year. somethings can never be the same after you made your choice. including me i guess.

was looking for another song lyrics when i chanced upon this one:
*blind- lifehouse
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless
As you turn around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep
That even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything
Would be like it was before
But nights like this
It seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever want to leave
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

nah and this is not the one i want im looking for too, but wells read on:

*everything changes

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
would it matter anyway?
would it change how you feel.

I am the mess you chose
the closet you can not close
The devil in you I suppose
'cause the wounds never heal

But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn to feel.

Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real

But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn to feel

When it's just me and you
Who knows what we could do
If we can just make it through
through this part of the day

But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn how to feel

Then we could
Stay here together
And we could
Conquer the world

If we could
Say that forever
It's more than just a word
If you just walked away

What could I really say?
It wouldn't matter anyway
It wouldn't change how you feel.