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"christian life are meant to be lonely."

this sentence struck me all the time. well,talking abt loneliness, its true tt christian life are meant to be lonely. the things we go thru and struggle, others can never undertstand and its something we have to walk through it ourselves, no one can walk for us. (: through diff things, i see tt God is working and of course alot of times we dont see and we just complain, its been a learning journey. and indeed, i can say tt its a lonely one.

had dinner with identified today without jo. nothing much to comment abt, just want to let beryl know i'll be praying for her. and for the rest, i hope sch's been okay. i really hope tt meeting up isnt a burden for you all. like really hope so.

im thankful tt im so different from the others and im really glad im. the things i think, say, do, simply everything. altho i got rejected most of the times, i know God has a plan. and times when others make me feel so small and with all the "what? are you sure? no?! yongling?!?! " kinda of looks and reactions, i know God feel for me and He alone shall be my defender. (:

im in this process of refining and learning which everyone will agree tt its not easy. alot of complains still, to God. and somehow i know tt He's listening and perhaps smiling down from heaven saying, "precious child, i have your best at heart. (: " and somehow the image of the father running towards the prodigal son when he finally returns always flash through my mind. i cant deny tt God is good, and i need to instill it in my heart too. He will not bring us to where His grace cannot sustain us. so lets hold on to that of His sufficient grace and endless love and run for the audience of One. and imptly, pray.

yongling needs to be back. and she's learning to love and be loved, to forgive and to be forgived. as much as i hurt others, i get hurt alot too. i need a touch from heaven (:

I stand here before You
In wide opened wonder
Amazed at the glory of You
The power of heaven
Revealing Your purpose in me
As I'm reaching for You

your love has got a hold on me.*

many times, christian walk are not full of ups. and alot of downs times, its hard to praise and thank God. but remb tt worship is not due to cicumstances. *hugs to all. He have been faithful and He has been a friend this lonely season (:

working tmr. pray tt i will be willing and joyful (: cause i want to and God calls me to. meeting sarah for dinner and sam for lunch tmr. and i need to wake up early tmr. bye! encouraged and thankful because the God of the universe cares abt your life. (:

thru tears&joy, i'll walk with You;
JESUS, you are my Lord and my life;
JESUS
no one who met Him ever stay the same.



yongling*
groovy;eighteen
28may89
STARS ROCK my world.
LOVE red & black
LOVE jellybeans
marshmallows
candies
chocolate
honeycrabs!
beach;life-LOVE peace.
life-verse.
hebrews 12:2-3
WEFC
under;contruction*
noMUSIC. no LIFE.


I LOVE GOD
if you dont agree with me then back off here.
and
yongling loves her kor & her ministry.

IDentified*


*beryl
*joanne
*lucille
*sarah
*vera
*yongling

"christian life are meant to be lonely."

this sentence struck me all the time. well,talking abt loneliness, its true tt christian life are meant to be lonely. the things we go thru and struggle, others can never undertstand and its something we have to walk through it ourselves, no one can walk for us. (: through diff things, i see tt God is working and of course alot of times we dont see and we just complain, its been a learning journey. and indeed, i can say tt its a lonely one.

had dinner with identified today without jo. nothing much to comment abt, just want to let beryl know i'll be praying for her. and for the rest, i hope sch's been okay. i really hope tt meeting up isnt a burden for you all. like really hope so.

im thankful tt im so different from the others and im really glad im. the things i think, say, do, simply everything. altho i got rejected most of the times, i know God has a plan. and times when others make me feel so small and with all the "what? are you sure? no?! yongling?!?! " kinda of looks and reactions, i know God feel for me and He alone shall be my defender. (:

im in this process of refining and learning which everyone will agree tt its not easy. alot of complains still, to God. and somehow i know tt He's listening and perhaps smiling down from heaven saying, "precious child, i have your best at heart. (: " and somehow the image of the father running towards the prodigal son when he finally returns always flash through my mind. i cant deny tt God is good, and i need to instill it in my heart too. He will not bring us to where His grace cannot sustain us. so lets hold on to that of His sufficient grace and endless love and run for the audience of One. and imptly, pray.

yongling needs to be back. and she's learning to love and be loved, to forgive and to be forgived. as much as i hurt others, i get hurt alot too. i need a touch from heaven (:

I stand here before You
In wide opened wonder
Amazed at the glory of You
The power of heaven
Revealing Your purpose in me
As I'm reaching for You

your love has got a hold on me.*

many times, christian walk are not full of ups. and alot of downs times, its hard to praise and thank God. but remb tt worship is not due to cicumstances. *hugs to all. He have been faithful and He has been a friend this lonely season (:

working tmr. pray tt i will be willing and joyful (: cause i want to and God calls me to. meeting sarah for dinner and sam for lunch tmr. and i need to wake up early tmr. bye! encouraged and thankful because the God of the universe cares abt your life. (: