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Monday, January 29, 2007
im at workplace again. and im really sick of it...results outta soon, whatever.if i could, i will post my last entry again. cause it really speaks alot... of how i feel and how hard im struggling. really very hard. i cry myself to sleep most of the nights. and yes i hate night time. and now, i think i hate day time too... i have always been ard, but you never seems to bother.i was just thinking, life's really diff with Jesus? life's harder i guess. and lonlier. i really need a breakthough and i need to move on. i need to move on...you made me like this and you struck me till im left with nothing. but i want to pray painfully tt you will grow up and you will see, tt you hurt me so deep. and i hope i could say i hate you but i know God will not allow. I am looking past the shadows
In my mind into the truth and I'm trying to identify
The voices in my head
God, which one is you
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel alive
And break these calluses off of me
One more time...yongling want to end all.
loved ♥
thru
tears&
joy, i'll walk with You;
JESUS, you are my
Lord and my
life;
JESUS
no one who
met Him ever
stay the
same.
CHANGED.
yongling*
groovy;eighteen
28may89
STARS ROCK my world.
LOVE red & black
LOVE jellybeans
marshmallows
candies
chocolate
honeycrabs!
beach;life-LOVE peace.
life-verse.
hebrews 12:2-3
WEFC
under;contruction*
noMUSIC. no LIFE.
I LOVE GOD
if you dont agree with me then back off here.
and
yongling loves her kor & her ministry.
IDentified*
*beryl
*joanne
*lucille
*sarah
*vera
*yongling
Monday, January 29, 2007
im at workplace again. and im really sick of it...results outta soon, whatever.if i could, i will post my last entry again. cause it really speaks alot... of how i feel and how hard im struggling. really very hard. i cry myself to sleep most of the nights. and yes i hate night time. and now, i think i hate day time too... i have always been ard, but you never seems to bother.i was just thinking, life's really diff with Jesus? life's harder i guess. and lonlier. i really need a breakthough and i need to move on. i need to move on...you made me like this and you struck me till im left with nothing. but i want to pray painfully tt you will grow up and you will see, tt you hurt me so deep. and i hope i could say i hate you but i know God will not allow. I am looking past the shadows
In my mind into the truth and I'm trying to identify
The voices in my head
God, which one is you
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel alive
And break these calluses off of me
One more time...yongling want to end all.
