Friday, January 12, 2007
prayer meeting was good (: and i had supper with uncle chan wah, ray and sarah. :Dthru the prayer meeting, when we were praying for family revivial, i just cant stop thanking God and crying out to Him. i had a wonderful family. im so blessed since young. esp when ps kenny was talking abt loving leadership of the husbands, i look back and i think. i praise God on behalf of my mummy, cause my dad has been one of the man that really takes good care of the family and really loves mum for who she is. dad never throws temper at us when he had hard times at work. he has always been so understanding, towards us and of course mummy. and i thank God for a father that loves and keeps loving and cares and keeps caring even it hurts. and i must say tt daddy has been a great role model tt im sure my brothers and i can look up to. and my parents marriage is one tt i can look up to too. my father is a businessman and he has alot of friends, which i called them uncles, tt had extra-affair outside of their marriages. and my dad dont smoke. my brothers and i surely can look up to him. how he treats the family, how he treats mummy. he is a good father. and in my heart, he will always be. im sure if my brothers is reading these, they will agree in unison. and maybe cause he is such a good father, husband, brother(to his siblings, really!), man and friend, it hurts so much to see him leave...not as a child of God. i question God and i keep asking. but you know what. all i can say is tt, trust and obey for there's no other way. His ways are higher tt we can never understand. so much have been happening in my family the past years tt i keep struggling. and even as im blogging now, my 2nd brother is quarreling with mummy outside my room. *faints. oh pls pray for my mum now k? she got problem walking and even trying to stand up. we dont know whats wrong. probably gg doc with her tmr.going for dawn prayer later. alrights. should stop blogging right? oh and i want to thank God for my cg. they have always been ard and i know God placed them for a great purpose. and i want to praise God for aggie. cant really tell y i thank God for her for, but deep inside, somehow i know i need to praise God for her. and indeed, my suffering is another person's ministry. love (:*the fray- how to save a lifeStep one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you cameWhere did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you’ve told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you’ve followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came
*God, help me to still trust and hold on even when i dont understand and help me to walk on at times when i cant run and soar on high. Lord, be my Father. help to love You wholeheartedly.
because You deserves it all, and i like what joshua's shirt today says: His pain, my gain. He alone is worthy.and i shall be loved.
Friday, January 12, 2007
prayer meeting was good (: and i had supper with uncle chan wah, ray and sarah. :Dthru the prayer meeting, when we were praying for family revivial, i just cant stop thanking God and crying out to Him. i had a wonderful family. im so blessed since young. esp when ps kenny was talking abt loving leadership of the husbands, i look back and i think. i praise God on behalf of my mummy, cause my dad has been one of the man that really takes good care of the family and really loves mum for who she is. dad never throws temper at us when he had hard times at work. he has always been so understanding, towards us and of course mummy. and i thank God for a father that loves and keeps loving and cares and keeps caring even it hurts. and i must say tt daddy has been a great role model tt im sure my brothers and i can look up to. and my parents marriage is one tt i can look up to too. my father is a businessman and he has alot of friends, which i called them uncles, tt had extra-affair outside of their marriages. and my dad dont smoke. my brothers and i surely can look up to him. how he treats the family, how he treats mummy. he is a good father. and in my heart, he will always be. im sure if my brothers is reading these, they will agree in unison. and maybe cause he is such a good father, husband, brother(to his siblings, really!), man and friend, it hurts so much to see him leave...not as a child of God. i question God and i keep asking. but you know what. all i can say is tt, trust and obey for there's no other way. His ways are higher tt we can never understand. so much have been happening in my family the past years tt i keep struggling. and even as im blogging now, my 2nd brother is quarreling with mummy outside my room. *faints. oh pls pray for my mum now k? she got problem walking and even trying to stand up. we dont know whats wrong. probably gg doc with her tmr.going for dawn prayer later. alrights. should stop blogging right? oh and i want to thank God for my cg. they have always been ard and i know God placed them for a great purpose. and i want to praise God for aggie. cant really tell y i thank God for her for, but deep inside, somehow i know i need to praise God for her. and indeed, my suffering is another person's ministry. love (:*the fray- how to save a lifeStep one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you cameWhere did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you’ve told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you’ve followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came
*God, help me to still trust and hold on even when i dont understand and help me to walk on at times when i cant run and soar on high. Lord, be my Father. help to love You wholeheartedly.
because You deserves it all, and i like what joshua's shirt today says: His pain, my gain. He alone is worthy.and i shall be loved.
