Monday, March 19, 2007
okay, at leng house. very long never blog alrdy lah. com spoil. so this is kinda of one in a million post again heh ((:life's been hmmm ...well i guess. cant find another word to describe. its well but not very well. but at least a little better.i mean like, come on lah get my focus right, on God and my ministry for His glory. im quite at a loss, of losing, losing so much and still is.daddy. grief is such a weird thing. it comes and it go, but sometimes it stay for a longer period of time then usual and at times, it lingers ard you. or maybe, it never leaves me. i dont know, but recently ive been really stress and sometimes i just keep hoping and thinking, if only he is still ard, there will not be so many problems. i really really miss him. if only ive prayed harder...kor. i... i dont know what to blog abt man. nothing much to be said now too tho. whatever it is, whoever it may concerns, he will always be MY kor. sometimes i really hope we could sit down and talk. but i know and you know? things changes over time. and i dont really care abt what others really thinks abt the spending more/less time anymore. i just pray tt this special kinship will not be a seasonal one and tt God will watch over this issue tt is close to my heart, really.myself. i cant function properly. but i know i will one day. and i know one day when i look back at those hurts, pains and backstabing by others, i will grow more and i can praise God again. every week i go church, i struggle and it really hurts to see the image and things tt is the last thing tt i ever wish i will. i walk into cana hall and i pray, God take control over my mind. this will either break me or make me, so im gg to stay strong, i hope. and here, i plead, stop piercing me. Take my photo off the wall If it just won't sing for youCause all that's left has gone away And there's nothing there for you to proveOh, look what you've doneYou've made a fool of everyoneOh well, it seems like such fun Until you lose what you had wonOoh, oohGive me back my point of view Cause I just can't think for youI can hardly hear you sayWhat should I do, well you chooseyes, losing, all for Christ.keep me pls, in the deep of your grace.shout outs:amanda: !!! (: love you dearly still princess *hugsjess: Cg still rocks and you too lah,heh. catch up soon, keep cg going ((:kunquan: wei, thanks alot alot. :D stay strong.rays: hey, miss catching up in random moments. SFC: great job. keep shining.garry: yes yes, will drink more water, haha. :)
and i shall proclaim aloud
great shall be the Lord almighty
for His love endures forever.
Labels: LOSING ALL FOR CHRIST
Monday, March 19, 2007
okay, at leng house. very long never blog alrdy lah. com spoil. so this is kinda of one in a million post again heh ((:life's been hmmm ...well i guess. cant find another word to describe. its well but not very well. but at least a little better.i mean like, come on lah get my focus right, on God and my ministry for His glory. im quite at a loss, of losing, losing so much and still is.daddy. grief is such a weird thing. it comes and it go, but sometimes it stay for a longer period of time then usual and at times, it lingers ard you. or maybe, it never leaves me. i dont know, but recently ive been really stress and sometimes i just keep hoping and thinking, if only he is still ard, there will not be so many problems. i really really miss him. if only ive prayed harder...kor. i... i dont know what to blog abt man. nothing much to be said now too tho. whatever it is, whoever it may concerns, he will always be MY kor. sometimes i really hope we could sit down and talk. but i know and you know? things changes over time. and i dont really care abt what others really thinks abt the spending more/less time anymore. i just pray tt this special kinship will not be a seasonal one and tt God will watch over this issue tt is close to my heart, really.myself. i cant function properly. but i know i will one day. and i know one day when i look back at those hurts, pains and backstabing by others, i will grow more and i can praise God again. every week i go church, i struggle and it really hurts to see the image and things tt is the last thing tt i ever wish i will. i walk into cana hall and i pray, God take control over my mind. this will either break me or make me, so im gg to stay strong, i hope. and here, i plead, stop piercing me. Take my photo off the wall If it just won't sing for youCause all that's left has gone away And there's nothing there for you to proveOh, look what you've doneYou've made a fool of everyoneOh well, it seems like such fun Until you lose what you had wonOoh, oohGive me back my point of view Cause I just can't think for youI can hardly hear you sayWhat should I do, well you chooseyes, losing, all for Christ.keep me pls, in the deep of your grace.shout outs:amanda: !!! (: love you dearly still princess *hugsjess: Cg still rocks and you too lah,heh. catch up soon, keep cg going ((:kunquan: wei, thanks alot alot. :D stay strong.rays: hey, miss catching up in random moments. SFC: great job. keep shining.garry: yes yes, will drink more water, haha. :)
and i shall proclaim aloud
great shall be the Lord almighty
for His love endures forever.
Labels: LOSING ALL FOR CHRIST
