Wednesday, April 11, 2007
okay, i seriously dont know what to blog about. cos i seriously dont want to blog about orientation, just wasnt fanstatic, but thank God for it still. *
yongling*slaps, wake up! better dont start dreading school before it even starts k. and i thank God for the online people who is talking to me now, which definately encourages me lots! garry and wong. jessica, wong been really encouraging and funny, hahas :D yes, the road in front of us are never easy but we have God to rely on, amen to that wong! and yes, he's modern, heh. *
you know, i have been thinking about the issue of comparing. like sometimes i know i dont like to compare and to be compared, but in a way, no matter how hard i try to not compare, i find myself in the end feeling "small" and inferior comparing to some others. i want to trust God for more love and joy man, really. i hate feelings! yucks and when you start thinking too much, life just doesnt makes sense anymore. i can survive just because Christ is for me, no one can be against me. and i dont need to rely on anyone anymore. *
letting go aint easy, but God has been good. alot of grace which keeps me going and focusing on other more important things and constantly reminding me about how everything will be beautiful in His time. people change, God never will. i hate changes, but yah, who likes? a big part of my life had changed and im learning to adapt to new environment and of cos adapting to the fact that im alone in these(in a way, i know you ppl are walking with me. but i need to walk out of it myself) and i need to be independent, cos ppl change. *
and yes, orientation tmr again, more of games and people. RP's fine lah, just that i dont really like the whole online based thing system cos it is really not very good. and im slowly starting to see why im placed there and all, God, help me love RP! *
im letting gobecos all that wasnt mine to holdand i hope deep down you knowthat all i want is to move on and let it go*
In His time, we'll seehow beautiful things could berather then, insisting it my wayi want to trust things to unfold in His ways.*
becos Christ nv stop loving, yongling wont stop loving. Labels: take me as You find me
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
okay, i seriously dont know what to blog about. cos i seriously dont want to blog about orientation, just wasnt fanstatic, but thank God for it still. *
yongling*slaps, wake up! better dont start dreading school before it even starts k. and i thank God for the online people who is talking to me now, which definately encourages me lots! garry and wong. jessica, wong been really encouraging and funny, hahas :D yes, the road in front of us are never easy but we have God to rely on, amen to that wong! and yes, he's modern, heh. *
you know, i have been thinking about the issue of comparing. like sometimes i know i dont like to compare and to be compared, but in a way, no matter how hard i try to not compare, i find myself in the end feeling "small" and inferior comparing to some others. i want to trust God for more love and joy man, really. i hate feelings! yucks and when you start thinking too much, life just doesnt makes sense anymore. i can survive just because Christ is for me, no one can be against me. and i dont need to rely on anyone anymore. *
letting go aint easy, but God has been good. alot of grace which keeps me going and focusing on other more important things and constantly reminding me about how everything will be beautiful in His time. people change, God never will. i hate changes, but yah, who likes? a big part of my life had changed and im learning to adapt to new environment and of cos adapting to the fact that im alone in these(in a way, i know you ppl are walking with me. but i need to walk out of it myself) and i need to be independent, cos ppl change. *
and yes, orientation tmr again, more of games and people. RP's fine lah, just that i dont really like the whole online based thing system cos it is really not very good. and im slowly starting to see why im placed there and all, God, help me love RP! *
im letting gobecos all that wasnt mine to holdand i hope deep down you knowthat all i want is to move on and let it go*
In His time, we'll seehow beautiful things could berather then, insisting it my wayi want to trust things to unfold in His ways.*
becos Christ nv stop loving, yongling wont stop loving. Labels: take me as You find me
