Sunday, April 01, 2007
i love this pic alot, yellow, my ever happy colour. love alot alot. LOVES-
you know while helping others and all, i realised i answered alot of those questions and questions i never knew what to say abt when others asked me. again, i gonna say, insecurites is such a real thing and its something tt the devil always use to discourage me and all the times, he succeeded. -
looking back at those past 5months, its alot abt learning more of myself and of course accepting others and myself. and realising the fact that Christ love everyone the same. its been a struggle for me cos i can nv understand why God loves us the same, cos being humans, we are all so self-centered. and sometimes i asked God, why cant He loves me more cos im hurting so badly. -
been not wanting to think alot recently, cos i want to choose not to, haha, maybe cos thinking really drains me and my thoughts are not all very nice eh. cos thinking too much, hurts too.
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okay, im really deciding to be happier. cos i know being happy is a choice, a decision that i have to choose to make myself. and abt letting go...i . i m trying. as much as i seriously dont want to, i know God can use me more when i chose to surrender and move on. :) He will makes things better. -
the pic above, i love it alot. really alot, i did it, i sent it, i received it. its yellow, YELLOW is my happy colour :D and lots of smiles, i want to too. love.love.love.love.
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was thinking of leadership. and it just cross my mind abt how alot of times, we think that we always gives and gives to the younger ones. but think abt it, i think younger ones gives too, arent we sometimes get encouraged by them too? sometimes i feel exclusive from leaders, i dont know why, haha. wells.
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been sharing with some of you all abit abt my life and struggles recently. its encouraging in a way to always know that im not struggling alone, and God been moulding me. and im running to a God that is my saviour, a God who loves me. okay, yongling will keep that in mind.
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because God forgives, i can
because God loves, i can too even when it hurts
whatever that doesnt break me, makes me stronger.
Labels: miss eating ice cream., yongling loves hazelnut
Sunday, April 01, 2007
i love this pic alot, yellow, my ever happy colour. love alot alot. LOVES-
you know while helping others and all, i realised i answered alot of those questions and questions i never knew what to say abt when others asked me. again, i gonna say, insecurites is such a real thing and its something tt the devil always use to discourage me and all the times, he succeeded. -
looking back at those past 5months, its alot abt learning more of myself and of course accepting others and myself. and realising the fact that Christ love everyone the same. its been a struggle for me cos i can nv understand why God loves us the same, cos being humans, we are all so self-centered. and sometimes i asked God, why cant He loves me more cos im hurting so badly. -
been not wanting to think alot recently, cos i want to choose not to, haha, maybe cos thinking really drains me and my thoughts are not all very nice eh. cos thinking too much, hurts too.
-
okay, im really deciding to be happier. cos i know being happy is a choice, a decision that i have to choose to make myself. and abt letting go...i . i m trying. as much as i seriously dont want to, i know God can use me more when i chose to surrender and move on. :) He will makes things better. -
the pic above, i love it alot. really alot, i did it, i sent it, i received it. its yellow, YELLOW is my happy colour :D and lots of smiles, i want to too. love.love.love.love.
-
was thinking of leadership. and it just cross my mind abt how alot of times, we think that we always gives and gives to the younger ones. but think abt it, i think younger ones gives too, arent we sometimes get encouraged by them too? sometimes i feel exclusive from leaders, i dont know why, haha. wells.
-
been sharing with some of you all abit abt my life and struggles recently. its encouraging in a way to always know that im not struggling alone, and God been moulding me. and im running to a God that is my saviour, a God who loves me. okay, yongling will keep that in mind.
-
because God forgives, i can
because God loves, i can too even when it hurts
whatever that doesnt break me, makes me stronger.
Labels: miss eating ice cream., yongling loves hazelnut
i love this pic alot, yellow, my ever happy colour. love alot alot. LOVES
